Well, maybe 57%. It’s a slow process.
It’s been near-on a full week, and I’m at least used to sleepingÂ in the house by now. We’ve still got some stuff to get out of the old house before we hand in the keys, and some cleaning to do, but for the most part we’re set up in the new place.
Now I just have to change all my addresses…I know, I know, I should have done that already, but I’m just too busy. And when I do have free time, motivation is lacking. I hate to say that, but it’s true.
Life’s funny like that. I wish I weren’t so busy. I wish I didn’t have so much to do. I wish that I wasn’t burdened byÂ so manyÂ tasks and responsibilities. I wish I could feel like one day I’ll have a clean slate.
Don’t get me wrong; I will. I’ll get to that point. I believe it.
I just don’t feel it…not right now.
So what else is new? Well, there’s a Battle of the Bards tomorrow, so if you’re free come join us. Umm, and my birthday is next week. I’ll be 29 on November 1st. Crazy, eh? No major plans…I’ve never been big on celebrating birthdays. Well, that’s not entirely true. I enjoy celebrating other people’s birthdays. Like tonight: we went out for dinner to celebrate a birthday, and I decided to get everyone in the restaurant to sing happy birthday (it was a small restaurant).
I just don’t really care too much about celebrating my own birthday. I’m not afraid of it or anything…it’s just not that big a deal to me. There are more important things in life, y’know?
Which, to be honest, I’m not having much success doing, of late.
Outwardly, it seems as if I’m in total control of my life. I’ve got a home, a car, a good job, friends, family, cats, saxophones, another job, Bards, another job…
Yeah, see, somewhere in there, I lost control.
And I need to get it back.
But don’t worry about me.
I’ll get it back.